I lost a friend called Kathy Lloyd. I think about her everyday, she was very special. I was meant to be there when she died but I was too late, I booked my ticket for the day after she died. Does she know I would have been there for her? - Erica Lyons (From Crewe Guardian)

I lost a friend called Kathy Lloyd. I think about her everyday, she was very special. I was meant to be there when she died but I was too late, I booked my ticket for the day after she died. Does she know I would have been there for her? - Erica Lyons

1:35pm Friday 19th September 2008 in Leisure

Dear Erica how can we know when some one is going to pass away its all in the hands of the gods or fate.

I sometime wish I had a time machine to go back in time to change things but what would we or they have become. You could go back and see them the day before but she would of still passed over. And in some respects that would have been your last memory of her.

She wants you to be positive now and stop pulling yourself down. You are lucky as you have her on your side.

There is some bitchiness going on she is say don’t get involved with it. She feels like she is a lovely person but she had her troubles. She is saying I wish I could of shown my love more but I had my guard up most of the time.

Your gran is with her they're to trying to feed me up.

Don’t go down the same path as everyone else does, its just not worth it.